June 21, 2015


Hello, hi :D

Before I proceed with the actual entry, I'd like to wish semua bapa di luar sana; Happy Father's Day!! Thank you for all the supports, love, care, and everything else =)

Dedicated specially for my own dad and of course, all the dads I know around here in blog; Abg ErazUncle Lie, Abg Ben, umm.. Sapa lagi aa? Banyak gak la sebenarnya.

*follow dalam diam* hahaha..

Anyway, have a great father's day and may the Lord's blessing be upon each of u :D

So, back to the original topic,

WEDDINGS. Ah, what's with weddings?

Pic courtesy -

This picture is so wonderful. I love this color <3
So you see, sometimes I thought I'm still young because who wants to grow up, actually? Yea, I do believe we all actually want to stay a baby. Nothing much to worry cuma cabaran nya is we can't talk! Semua nak kena nangis dulu baru orang paham. Kan?

But it's something we have to face, though. We are growing old each day. And I have to admit that I am OLD because everyone around me is getting married. Or, married!! You know lah kan, different age different surroundings.

Masa kecik, surrounded by those yang main main bawah rumah lah, main masak-masak, bertikam pakai batu, tolak orang masuk sungai, lompat-lompat atas katil because it was us. Now, di sekelilingi yang dah nak kawen, or dah kawen.

I left my blog hanging on the peak of mountain without any guides for a year, and when I came back, whoah! Brides everywhere! Some of them even dah sambut 1st wedding anniversary and I am still clueless about it. Bahahahaaha... Even schoolmates are getting married!

So I really have to brace myself. Now I'll be going in and out of stores to get wedding gifts, and even baby gifts. How time flies kan? Rasa masih muda tapi bila tengok sekeliling --- Eh? Hmm.. Saya bila lagi? Jangan tanya lah!

** Dulu ke hulu hilir sambut birthday kawan, sekarang ke sana sini pergi wedding kawan. Next time? Hulu hilir gak pergi funeral... Itulah kenyataan kehidupan ini. Yang datang pasti pergi. Apa pun, congratulations to all yang dah kawen and bakal kawen. My prayers is semoga rumah tangga diberkati Yang Maha Esa dan semoga berbahagia bukan setakat anak cucu, semoga ke Jannah jugak!! =)

Salam sayang,

#selamatberbukapuasa #inadvance =)

June 20, 2015

Lampu Suluh :P

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
Getting me through the night

Flashlight by Jessie Jay

I might not say it straight to your face but thank you sudi bawak keluar makan banana cheese walaupun agak terkejut when I was still hungry even after a plate of nasi goreng daging :P 

Just a little #throwback

June 19, 2015

Gawai | Ramadhan

So; hey, everyone! What’s up? How’s thing in life these days? As for me, nothing much. Just started new semester in Uni and I seem to lost my studying spirit. Oh, where have thou been?! So anyways, Ramadhan is back and I’m here typing about Gawai. Not too late I guess; baru jak 19 days yang lepas so umm, no big deal lah kan?? Ahahaha..

Anyway, Gawai was... OK I guess? Nothing much, just more on visiting. No I did not went back to kampong cos I particularly doesn’t fancy kampong during festive seasons. Note that kampong has been auto-corrected and I’m lazy to change it back so yeah, let’s get back to the story (haha). As mentioned, Gawai was OK and I was still here stuck in the busy city. Why I don’t fancy kampong on festive seasons cos I dislike drunkards. Who likes, anyway? It’s the tradition already to get drunk on 31st of May till 1st of June; countdown I can say and yeah… me no likey.

After all, what is there in kampong when grandma is not here anymore? Ouh, I miss grandma! T_T

So umm yeap, I was in the busy city but eventually managed to escape and brought myself back to nature, though :P 

Jabatan gantungg, yea bahh!! *pusing kepala*

2nd day of Gawai I went to a friend’s kampong where they have a river, clear river, and cold too. I spend most of my time soaking myself in the water instead of visiting houses because that was my main intention. Mandi sungai lah! :P 

It was fun and cooling + chilling since it has been a while since I mandi sungai. Lagipun, no sungai here in the city. Ada pun, sungai kopi susu with boyak. Kau berani ke nak dive in? mihmihmih!

So as I said, Gawai was okay :P so there goes my short Gawai story for the year 2015 =)

Last but not least, Ramadhan is back! Ya, i know dah masuk 2nd day but ahh, whatevs. Hahaha.. Therefore, I, Vanessa (aiseyman), would like to wish all Muslim a joyous and blessed Ramadhan! Puasa penuh, okay? Best wishes and may Ramadhan brings you peace, joy and love.

Much love,

June 06, 2015

Friends, o yeah?

Hi =)

Lain manusia, lain ragam; that's what we usually hear because yes! There are so many kinds of people, even 1 person can have many personalities. Kejap Dr. Jekyl, kejap Mr. Hyde. Either way, as long as we live we will have to face so many people with different attitudes, personalities, et cetera...

As I sink myself in my own world, reflecting the past, imagining the future, I remembered something a lecturer of mine tend to say in her class. 

"Avoid toxic friends".

Toxic friends, it comes with loads of definition; depends on how you would define it. At first, I agreed. These people have to be avoided because they can poison you and drag you into something bad. However, guess what? Logic and common sense hit me up.

When you think about it, do we really have to avoid "bad" people? I mean, at times it's not necessary - in my opinion. If you ask me why, I only have one answer.

It all starts with ourselves.

Ex classmates. So many not-ready-faces. Hahaha.
Definitely true because we are living on our own, we are not standing on anyone's feet but ourselves so why let people decide how we should live? That is why we have this thing called "self-control" because at the end of the day, it's just you and yourself. No matter how people drag you, if you can control yourself, no big deal ~

No doubt, people can influence us but back to what I've mentioned, it starts with ourselves. We tend to avoid those people to avoid bad influence, but why can't we stick to them, and be a positive influence? =)

Just something to ponder.. Because people these days tend to say "pengaruh rakan sebaya", okay, I don't deny but again I say, semuanya bermula dari diri sendiri. You see, even kita sendiri ada yang positive and negative. Jangan terlalu buta sehingga hanya mampu melihat yang negatif =)

Have a great day ahead! 


June 03, 2015

Hello, Teddy Bear!

Hello, hi!

It's a dream come true, really; when you get something you've always wanted! :D 

In my whole life, I'm always crazy over huge teddy bears. When I was young, I liked the small bears cos they are obviously smaller than I am, back then. However, now, as a  grown up lady; mesti nak teddy bear besar!! Hahaha. 130cm bears are always my target, cos I myself is 154cm.

It's always good to hug huge bears, especially in bed. Jadi sofa terus, wa cakap! Each year passed by, birthday per birthday, I did not receive any teddy bears as I've always wished. How sad! I wanted to buy for myself, but you know; harga seekor cukup makan sebulan!!!

Then, in 2015 I finally received one! (Tak payah suspen pun, memang dapat agak dah kan ahaha)

Thanks to this fellow who at first had no idea what to give for my birthday. He was like "bears are such a typical gift" but end up what I wanted the most is HUGE bebear. Gahahahaha...

SEKALI SEKALA jadi dak tecik, okay gak la! Hahahaha.

March 3, 2015; this darling of mine masuk dalam hidup aku. Ecewahh :P Lambat sikit dari official date usia naik 1 tangga, tapi takpa; yang penting kini kau dalam dakapan ku. Mihmihmih xD *sengih siput sedut*

Tempat ku bersandar, bermadah, merapu, peluk hug kiss, semua sekali lah. Senang cerita, aku sayang budak ni. Hahahaha.. Besar macam tuan sendiri, pipi paauuuu gitu :P

All in all, terima kasih kepada yang memberi. Sayang kau! Tapi aku sayang lagi bebear nihh xD