April 29, 2014

Footprints In The Sand

One night.. I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints, who belonged to me and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand.

I noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life. This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times when I needed you the most, you should leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then I carried you."


Copied paste from the gift I got from a person. Very meaningful and deep!! Remember fellas, He loves us and will never forsake us. Lock that in your mind and heart ^^ Have a blessed evening ahead!


April 27, 2014

... because life is like the wheels!!

... like the wheels; sometimes we're up and sometimes we'll be down! We just have to embrace the moments, they said :P Anyway, hi and hello everyone! Greetings in the love of God ^_^ 

Earlier on, I clicked on my label 'love' here and it brought me to the my old entries. I knew that it would bring me to the entries where I was so devastated and in love, but heck, who cares. Nak baca jugak! Haha.

After spending a long time reading them, I began to recall back how painful it was to be dumped by the person you love. Well in my case, the person I once LOVED. Mark that. It was painful to the extend that I felt like I wanted to die and just be in heaven. Really, everything in the world looked hurtful by then! 

But as I read them NOW, I began to realize that life is completely a wheel that cycles from our first breath to the last - non stop! As we all know how the wheels are, it goes up and down because it won't be moving if it is not up or down. So it has to be that way. 

And that is how life is. There will be the moment of happiness and also sorrows. We just have to embrace them and cherish every moment. Do not be so into any of the situations because it won't last a last time. Why? Because everlasting happiness will only be felt in heaven. 

In hard times, don't be so negative but keep on moving and stay positive. Remember that the Lord is always by our side and will never forsake us. The key is PRAYER. For an inner healing, prayer is important. And bare in mind, everything happen for reasons. Sooner or later, everything will make perfect sense! ^_^

Whereas in happy times, cherish it but don't dwell in too much as it might lead to overwhelming sadness. Just cherish the moment and be happy! One more, don't forget to thank GOD for the happiness because HE was the one who pulled you through your hardships :)

So fellas, remember the wheels! And don't be too hard on yourself! Have a blessed Sunday :)


April 23, 2014

Z U M B A :D

Hellooo!! *head to the left with a huge grin*

Can you imagine that? Imagine me cute k, jangan imagine me grin macam Shrek pulak. Hahaha :P Howdy, all!! Have you guys ever heard of Zumba before? Well, I guess most of you have heard bout it. It's like something that trends nowadays. Most of my friends, even the aunts are going for Zumba. It's something good, so why not kan? ^^
Here's some definition of it which I took from in case you've no idea what Zumba is. No worries, don't be shy if you don't know. Nobody knows you don't know, and be happy you found out something new today :D

Zumba: A brand name for a fitness program consisting of dance and aerobic exercise routines performed to popular, mainly Latin-American music.

You get it now? Kalau tak gak faham, sila cari di youtube :D Hehe.. 

So, what's up with this Zumba here? Kenapa tiba-tiba naikkan pasal zumba here? Hah, no one is wondering I know. I'm just being a little bit dramatic. Haha. Nothing much lah, cuma lately I've been practicing Zumba a lot - thanks to our upcoming event; we'll be starting off with Zumba so few other people and I will be leading the entire attendees. In order to not mess up on stage, haruslah practice ^^

And that explains the lose of weight in myself. Hahaha. 3 minggu dah zumba from morning to evening. Seronok, puas hati semua ada because it's a combination of dancing and exercising. Dancing Queen mestilah enjoy this kind of thing, kan? Aw, gediks.

Anyways, in order to not make this entry kosong kosong kosong *echoes out Najwa Latiff's 'kosong'*, I decided to add in the benefits of Zumba. 

  1. Weight loss! Well, the most important benefit of Zumba is of course the lose of weight!! This fun workout will definitely improve your cardiovascular system, besides burning off 600-1000 calories in each session. Awesome, tak gitu??
  2. Body toning! Another fabulous benefit of this type of workout is the fact that by practicing it, you’ll be able to tone your entire body in no time. Because during a Zumba class, you are supposed to move your body to the rhythm of the music, your muscles will be engaged to make some specific moves like squats and twists, thus allowing you to tone your entire body without even realizing it.
  3. It's upbeat and fun!! :D Unlike the regular type of exercises most people do, Zumba combats boredom by making exercise upbeat and fun. If you like music, you’ll surely enjoy this type of workout and you’ll surely love the upbeat and energetic atmosphere in your Zumba class. You won’t even know when all that time has passed!
  4. The perfect stress reliever :D Zumba is the perfect workout to take if you want to get rid of all that stress you accumulate during your every day. I could say that, for me, it’s the perfect stress reliever and some people even think that it’s even better than therapy. The upbeat moves specific to this type of workout favor the release of those mood improving endorphins, and by joining a Zumba class, you’ll surely be able to feel your worries melt away as you lose yourself in the music.
  5. Important for coordination. By joining a Zumba class you’ll definitely improve your coordination, and if you didn’t already know, it is extremely important to have good coordination as you grow older. Maybe this doesn’t seem so important to you right now, but you will appreciate it once you get older and you won’t suffer from the consequences of poor coordination.
  6. Improves your mood!! ^^ A lot of research has discovered that exercising can help you produce those mood-improving endorphins. Zumba is considered to be also one of the best ways to fight depression since a lot of studies have supported the fact that you must participate in cardiovascular exercise such as dancing (and Zumba is all about dancing) in order for the highest amounts of endorphins to be released in your body.
So don't wait! Sign up for any zumba class that's available around you :D Tak pun jadi macam saya. Download videos from youtube than simply shake off in your own room :D But of course kat studio lagi best because they have this HUGE mirror. Fun eh. Hihihi.

Don't waste your time, let's ZUMBA!! :D

Huge blessings, 

Superb Reminiscences

Hello, bello, jello! Greetings from Borneo :D

Last night, I was 'strolling' around my facebook and decided to view my timeline as others and ended up scrolling from yesterday's post until my very first post in Facebook. Haha! I find it pretty awesome cos I managed to look back into my past and so far, I've been into relationships for 3 times. Eh? I thought I only have 2 exes so far. Haha. Whuts? -.-

Then as I scroll down further up, I came across my tagged pictures back in the year 2010. Few event pictures and mostly with the church members. These few days, I was listening to the Christmas songs and funny how I got so emotional upon listening to them. It's like there's something behind the songs.

And for sure, I miss all of them. I miss getting busy preparing for Christmas with them!
6 of us who presented a drama for Christmas entitled Mr Scrooge. There's some quite funny story behind all these things tho. Haha. Recalling back, we actually prepared every single thing for this about 1 week. Yeap, it took us 1 week for the sequence, script, costumes, etc. 

Back in the previous year, we actually had a drama presentation as well but it's a Biblical drama; based on the scriptures. Another funny thing about it is we had everything prepared in 1 day. Hahaha! We planned it for quite a while but as the actual day creep in closer, we were not stable with some forgotten scripts so right on the spot, we decided to make a narrated drama. I was the chosen narrator.

As usual; costumes, script, background pictures, background music, sound effects, everything was prepared in less than 24 hours. HAHA. But amazingly, it came out perfect :P Still not sure though, those were really compliments or just mau ambil hati? Hahaha. Merapu!

This was a shot during a BGR camp. When you see this picture, it looks like we're in a studio right? Haha. Actually it's just a shot opposite a white wall. And what a coincidence, our outfits seemed planned! Planned so well, eh? Haha..

And if you notice, I was a lot more slimmer. Or maybe not? Oh wait, I just put on this pink striped shirt; it fitted me well; seperti dulu. And that means I lost weight!! ;D *happy dance* Hikss!!

Actually there's a lot more pictures waiting to be uploaded together with the stories, tapi perlahan-lahanlah merangkak ^^ I really miss all of them. Like, seriously I do T__T Hope to see them soon, hope to talk to them again and hope to cooperate with them again, anytime soon :')

Have a nice day ahead. 


April 21, 2014

Self Control (Biblical)

Hello, everyone. Greetings in the name of Jesus. Peace be upon you ^^

Last night, I decided to make a better use of my internet and it is to search for things related to faith. As time goes on, I decided to check out about 'self-control'. I was glad to find Rick Warren's website and here's the thing that I'd love to share with you guys :)
Developing Biblical Self-control
  1. People with self-control master their moods. They do not let their moods master them. Most of what gets done in the world is accomplished by people who do the right thing even when they don't feel like it: "A person without self-control is like a city with broken-down walls." (Proverbs 25:28, NLT
  2. People with self-control watch their words. They put their minds in gear before opening their mouths: "Be careful what you say and protect your life. A careless talker destroys himself." (Proverbs 13:3, TEV)
  3. People with self-control restrain their reactions. How much can you take before you lose your cool? "If you are sensible, you will control your temper. When someone wrongs you, it is a great virtue to ignore it." (Proverbs 19:11, TEV)
  4. People with self-control stick to their schedule. If you don't determine how you will spend your time, then others will decide for you: "Be very careful, then, how you live--not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil." (Ephesians 5:15-16, NIV)
  5. People with self-control manage their money. They learn to live on less than what they make and they invest the difference. The value of a budget is that it tells your money where you want it to go rather than wondering where it went! "In the house of the wise are stores of choice food and oil, but a foolish man devours all he has." (Proverbs 21:20, NIV)
  6. People with self-control maintain their health. That way they can accomplish more and enjoy their achievements: "Learn to appreciate and give dignity to your body ...." (1 Thessalonians 4:4, MSG)
In what areas do you need to develop for self-control? The disciplines you establish today will determine your success tomorrow. But it takes more than just willpower for lasting self-control. It takes a power greater than yourself: "For the Spirit that God has given us does not make us timid; instead, his Spirit fills us with power, love, and self-control." (2 Timothy 1:7, TEV)

I hope this could encourage anyone who reads this like it has encouraged me ^^ Sometimes we know that we have to have self-control in ourselves but most of the time, we don't get how to have it; as in - in what kind of things/aspects. Truly blessed with this post ^^

Have a blessed day ahead.


April 20, 2014

Perfectly Made

Hi, all. Greetings from the Land of Hornbills ^^

Last night, we had this appreciation dinner held @ Swan Teem Steamboat. A special dinner for the crews of the drama presented last Friday in conjunction of Good Friday. Actually it's not about the dinner that I'm trying to tell here but about ourselves.

To be frank, I am an introvert. I am not a shy person or anti-social but it takes a little bit of time for me to really get used to the surrounding and the people; then I can be myself. It's not what I want, but I was formed that way; nothing much can be done, then. Compare to my brother and sister, they are extroverts. Extrovert is the opposite of introvert, so they can mix around well in a shorter period compare to myself.

How the dinner is related to myself being an introvert is by the pressures from certain people towards me last night. I know it wasn't their intention but deep inside; I'm quite hurt! (Dur, over sensitive kot?!!) At least 2 person mentioned straight to my face, "If she (my sis) was here, it would be much more KECOH and happening". Oh-kay! That's quite painful and it's like a sign I'm a boring type of people. Walla!! :"(

No, it's not that! Like seriously, I can't help though I tried but this is how the introverts are T_T You just really have to give them space to be themselves, that's it ;( I was pretty pressured by this that I feel so unworthy and unloved. I was like, why? :(

Then I went to youtube and came across this song 'Permata Hati' by Sammy Simorangkir (Gospel song). That song kinda hit me hard, eh. It's like God spoke to my heart, telling me that whatever people think does not matter. You are my permata hati T_T Waahhh.. Rasa tersayang terus T__T
You know, it's who we are to the Lord that matters.. Human will never ever see us perfect but God will always do. We can't be who or what the society expects us to be because human will never be satisfied. But to God, we are more than enough. We will always be seen perfect as we were formed by His own hands.. Formed according to His will and plans, perfectly.. So cheer up, Vee ^^ Born as an introvert for reasons. Yes!! :')

And.. At the end of the day, we really have to accept people as who they are. Yes, it's like that. Love and bless, like He did towards us :') Huuu..


April 19, 2014

Decreasing ... T_T

Hi, happy Saturday!! If you notice, I ramble a lot about my blog's resolution lately. Almost in every post, I'll be like apa nak jadi with my resolution to post up an entry per day. At least 1! Today I got the chance to really look into my blog. And wow, I'm quite "amazed". Yeah. Hahahaha!

You see! It's decreasing day by day. Like seriously decreasing. It's the 19th of April yet my entries hanya 8. Hahaha. *piak piak piak*
Compare to the year 2013, most of the time my entries are more than the days in the month. And it showed that I actively write throughout the year, though some are less. Well, the breakup actually explains a lot about the piled up writings, and it's quite funny though :P

Funny when I reflect back, I was so emotional and left out typing nonsense. Hahaha.. Kecewanya masa itu. And out there is also a compilation of my happy moment with ex, from the first time till the last time. I didn't plan to delete them (at the moment) bcos this blog is mainly about myself.

Happy moments to the saddest moments, most of them are pasted here. And, the process of growing up too. Hewhew.. I miss being like that. Not to say being too open to public but how I really write here.. But this year, something better has to be written here. :D

I do have the intention to write, but at times the ideas simply drift away. Trust me, I've tons of them written in my notebook but when come to typing, nothing feels right. Like, whuts.

So bloggers out there, I seriously need your help. Inspire me to write more, please. Haha!!

Have a blessed Saturday! 

Love and peace,

April 18, 2014

[30DBC] Day #9: Your Favorite Thing To Do Right Now

Hello, hello, hi :D First and foremost, happy (public) holiday to all of you out there! :D I know, it's coming to the end but better late than never, kan. Haha! Was mingling around the blog and had no idea what to type out, but I just have to because it's been a while since I last posted!

It's driving me nuts, because I've so many ideas in my head all the time but as I place my hand on the keyboard; nothing feels right. Rasa tak kena, rasa tak sesuai, etc. Then I came across this 30DBC thing, baru teringat. Hiahii.. Panjangnya mukadimah! It's okay lah kan, lama dah tak baca entry IOLSS kan. Haha. Sorry, Kak +Farah Waheda Wahid , Vee pinjam word kejap ek xD

So back to the topic! I don't really get this topic because I've no idea what it wants. Hahaa. Now as in right now or  simply my life at the moment?? But as mentioned in the previous entry, I'll type out what I get lah yer.. :B So literally, what I like to do now is DANCING. 
Dancing turtle - google's image -
Duh, I'm dancing QUEEN; haruslah berdansa. Hahaha.. *piak!!* What can I say eh, dancing ni my passion so I just can't resist dancing. Haha. Any songs played, I'll be like *left right yea yea yea* LOL :p I just like it, and well, yes. Hahahaha..

Omakkkk, apa aku merapu ni. Kakaka! I dont know what else to say, so thanks for reading?? XD Gotta push myself more to create more beneficial entry. Ahakss. Lama dah tak update entry yang ada isi. Hiks.

Eh, yang ni takda isi ka? Ada kot?? Eh. 

Love and peace yaw!!

April 14, 2014

In Your Eyes

Hello, everyone ^^ Peace be upon you!

As I go on with life nowadays, I begin to see crazy things. For instance, people getting pissed or jealous at you over nothing. Or over some silly things. And it got me thinking..

What am I to you, depends on how you look at me. If you look at me as your competitor, then I am your competitor. If you look at me as an enemy, then I am your enemy. Your competitor and enemy that you created yourself. The sad truth is you're actually being an enemy and competitor towards yourself; through your mind.
Sometimes, it's just how we react towards people around. Often, when people see other people better than them, they'll say these people are trying to show them that they are better. But often too, it's a wrong perception. One must remember, there are tons of people out there who are better than us. So when you see better people, be inspired.

The best competition is competing with yourself. Make others not your competitor but your inspiration to be better. If you want to be the best, fight with who you were in your past. Furthermore, we complete each other with our talents. Imagine the world when everyone plays the guitar. Who is going to sing, dance, play the bass, drum, etc? Born with different talents/gifts to complete each other. That's us ^^

For a positive life, we have to see things positively; regardless our situations. Things may get tough but we could overcome it only if we look at it positively. Whereas for a positive relationship, you have to see others positively, accept them positively ^^ 

If you see me as your lover, then I am. If you see me as your friend, then I am. If you see me as drama queen, then I am. I can't change that because it's all on you. You are controlling yourself :) So to make your life easier and happier, just see me as your lover.

But you cant own me. Hahaha.

You have the power to see people anyhow you want, but you too have the power to give impression towards others. Often we are judged by first impression, so it's in your hand. It's a win-win situation.. Hmm. Apa aku merapu sebenarnya?? Bleh. The message is, be positive. Haha!

Love and peace,

April 09, 2014

My Name Is Vee, I'm Just Me.

Hello. Happy Wednesday ;)

*** Just found out I'm an introvert. HAHAHA! Totally describes myself!

April 08, 2014

Let It Go.. Let It Go..

Helloo ^_^

When you hold a cup full of water, you have to hold it carefully so it won't spill out. Then sooner or later, you'll feel tired of holding it; like it has no end! The relieve can only be felt once you pour it out and you'll realized, pouring it out is better than holding it there, torturing your own arm.

In life, holding unto problems is the same as holding the cup full of water. At times, it has to be let go for a better life, because not all problems can be solved by holding it to yourself. Let go and let God. And sometimes (again), it is meant to be let go.

Same goes to the people around. If they don't suits you, let them go. If they're meant to be yours; they will come back. If not, they won't and of course, better people are ahead of you ^_^

An entry inspired by the song 'Let It Go', an OST of Frozen :) It reminds me a lot of things that I have let go, including the ex and came to realization that it's the best decision. Best for myself and them too ;) The best is yet to come; ameennnn?! ;)

Let it go, let it goo.. Turn your back and slam the door hard!

Love and peace, 

April 06, 2014

Focus of Life

Hiii :D

Did you realized it's been a while since the last I typed out things like this over here? My blog has been set to private cos I don't want people to come over without getting a visit-back from me. That's kinda cruel, don't you think so? Haha!

Anyway, there's one important lesson that I learnt this week, regarding focus of life.

Focus, what's our main focus in life? Focus on money, studies, people, etc? Well, not saying it's wrong but there is something BIGGER that we have to focus on.

It's Him, our own Creator. You see, when we focus on Him, listen to His voice; we'll definitely walk along with Him without departing. When our eyes are set on Him, things will be smooth. Of course, there will be some hills and mountains along the way but where do we put our focus on while strolling over the mountains?

When your eyes are set on Him, the mountains are just a piece of cake to you. Focus on Him, love like Him, see things around like Him ^_^ No problem is bigger than my God!


April 02, 2014

Tell Me Your Opinions!


Here's what happened in school recently. Was discussing about fruits with the kids and what he answered is quite surprising!

Pointed to the picture of that fruit above and asked;

What fruit is this? Ba....?

'Minion, teacher. It's Minion fruit! Ba ba ba ba.. Ba ba ba ba..'


I can say that their mind has been polluted a little bit too much. He even argued about it's banana or minion fruit. Like, seriously??

What is your point of view?? This seems to be something quite serious, tho. 

I mean, these are the ones that's going to be our leader in future! :O

Okay, yes, it's quite cute but something is definitely not right kalau first thing in mind is MINION kan?? Or my sense terlebih sensitif?? Haha! Isk.

April 01, 2014


Hiii :D Peace be with you, yaw! ;D

It's April! Time flies too fast!! Leaving the kindy soon :( 

Anyways, not gonna say some typical things like, April, be good to me. Cos above all, it is HIM who is in charge, not the month itself. If He made the month a challenging month, then it'll be challenging. If not, then it's not! Haha. 

I just HOPE this month would be better than the months behind me, cos we all expect good things right! But don't expect too much cos sometimes it leads to frustration. Yes, that's the resolution for this month. 

Do not hope/expect too much! :) 

Take that X-Large'd picture! HAHAHA.

Love and peace,