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October 13, 2013

Typical Sundays; Empty

Annyeonghaseyo, everyone. I'm currently waiting for my brownies to get baked. Well, the second brownie for today since I failed at the first one. Sobs! Like any other Sundays, today I feel so empty. Just, very empty and lifeless.
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Korang pernah rasa tak kekosongan dalam jiwa, rasa lonely and depressed, rasa nak nangis but there's no tears at all! Rasa macam nak push out the tears, to feel better but it doesn't work! I get this feeling every Sundays, I don't know why. Setiap petang hari Ahad, confirm rasa macam ni.

I admit salah satu penyumbang rasa macam ni is cos I miss him a lot. It's just that things would be so much better if only we're still together. But dah jadi macam ni, what can we do right.. I don't know. I just feel so lost, empty and lifeless.

Kadang-kala teringat kat doa sendiri; I want to feel his heart. There are times when I feel so lost, tetiba nangis without me knowing why tapi dalam hati rasa sangat sedih and pilu; and seperti ada suara yang kata that's how he feel at the moment. Entah logik ke tidak benda macam ni. And by then, I can only pray for peace and joy to be in your heart. Sigh..

Aku ingin engkauu selaluuuuuu.. Hadir dan temani akuuuuuuu... Di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku, kau tercipta untuk kuuuuuuuuuuuuu... Aaaaaa!! 

LA TAHZAN, VEE!!

* On TV, tengok Salam Baitullah @ TV1. And the invited speaker is Dr Asri Zainul Abidin yang dalam video La Tahzan. Hewhew

2 comments:

  1. Pernah jga rasa empty tapi utk elakkan btrusan bgus buat aktiviti yg boleh hilangkan rasa kosong tu...p memancing kah atau p jogging haha

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  2. do something when you feel the loneliness come!

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